a change
Journal Entry: Sat Sep 6, 2008, 5:51 PM
I've been in a slump for some time now, art wise and when it comes to my various relationships. Truly, I don't mean to ignore my friends, but I just have no motivation to talk to anyone unless I'm spoken to first, and even then...I can't come up with a better excuse than "I simply forgot," but I want that to change. I just feel like I need a complete change. I need something to do, something to bother waking up for everyday. My art and my friends used to be reason enough to keep moving on, but lately, I don't know what reason I have anymore. I'm not exactly depressed, I don't think, but it's something akin to it. I just need to force a change, and I hope I'll come around eventually.
Due to some difficulty in getting a DA username I like better, I think I'll be sticking to "seijitsu" after all, but things are gonna change around here. I think I'll be putting most, if not all, of my things in scraps, and slowly remove most of my journal entries. I'll save them elsewhere, in a personal journal of course, but I just feel like this account has too much baggage and clutter. I'll be clearing it out.
I do intend to start drawing more, due to a gift of a Wacom Bamboo tablet that I am in LOVE with. Currently I'm working on a piece that I hope won't be too bad when it's finished. I look forward to posting my art again.
I've gotten a new email, and new Instant Messaging usernames, so take a gander if I haven't given them to you yet, and add me there, okay?
I suppose that's all. Thank you for the birthday wishes, to everyone that did so. <3 I still haven't gotten properly wasted, which is a shame since I'm finally all legal. Ah well, another time.
-Amanda
- Mood:
Emotional - Listening to: "For You I Will" -- Teddy Geiger
- Reading: New Moon -- Stephenie Meyer
- Playing: Mabinogi
- Eating: leftovers
Devious Comments
~August 6~
Nope, I didn't forget!
I hope you had a good day hun!
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It's 6th August which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.
All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you
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~Find my Light in the Darkness of my Heart~
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I was feeling sad and lonely, and my heart was torn in two. I went out to see the show, that's the night that I met you.
Keep up the great work on your gallery
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Unremembered, yesterday is extinct,
Without yesterday, today has no meaning
Who are you, if forgotten?
Who are you, but the sum of your memories
-Ertish Saying
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I really love your gallery!!
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I understand: italiano,français,nihongo,english,espanol,latinus,e ellenika dialectos and a little hanyu, I'm studying deutch and coreano
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"Change is inevitable except from a vending machine."
keep it up
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I am just too cool for a signature :<
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~*~* "Having 7 sisters gives me 7 more reasons to live."- Me in a 1st place essay. *~*~
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Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.11
i'd like to do commissions more than free requests, but i'm not against it. if you'd like me to draw something, i'll try it ^_^ comment back or note me
thank you for the kind comment, it made me really happy!
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Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.11
heeeyyaaaasss
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I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accidentally threw it away
I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay
do u do requests?
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~*~* "Having 7 sisters gives me 7 more reasons to live."- Me in a 1st place essay. *~*~
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Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.11
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LOL Penis Gun >D
I think, I'll watch you!
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