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a change

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 6, 2008, 5:51 PM
I've been in a slump for some time now, art wise and when it comes to my various relationships. Truly, I don't mean to ignore my friends, but I just have no motivation to talk to anyone unless I'm spoken to first, and even then...I can't come up with a better excuse than "I simply forgot," but I want that to change. I just feel like I need a complete change. I need something to do, something to bother waking up for everyday. My art and my friends used to be reason enough to keep moving on, but lately, I don't know what reason I have anymore. I'm not exactly depressed, I don't think, but it's something akin to it. I just need to force a change, and I hope I'll come around eventually.

Due to some difficulty in getting a DA username I like better, I think I'll be sticking to "seijitsu" after all, but things are gonna change around here. I think I'll be putting most, if not all, of my things in scraps, and slowly remove most of my journal entries. I'll save them elsewhere, in a personal journal of course, but I just feel like this account has too much baggage and clutter. I'll be clearing it out.

I do intend to start drawing more, due to a gift of a Wacom Bamboo tablet that I am in LOVE with. Currently I'm working on a piece that I hope won't be too bad when it's finished. I look forward to posting my art again.

I've gotten a new email, and new Instant Messaging usernames, so take a gander if I haven't given them to you yet, and add me there, okay?

I suppose that's all. Thank you for the birthday wishes, to everyone that did so. <3 I still haven't gotten properly wasted, which is a shame since I'm finally all legal. Ah well, another time.

-Amanda

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: "For You I Will" -- Teddy Geiger
  • Reading: New Moon -- Stephenie Meyer
  • Playing: Mabinogi
  • Eating: leftovers

Devious Information

  • Current Age: ¤21¤
  • Current Residence: ¤washington¤
  • Interests: ¤gaming¤drawing¤writing¤anime¤web design¤music¤
  • Favourite movie: ¤underworld¤potc¤ffvii:ac¤memoirs of a geisha¤
  • Favourite band or musician: ¤chris daughtry¤evanesence¤switchfoot¤utada hikaru¤
  • Favourite genre of music: ¤rock [but i'm generally eclectic]¤christian rock¤
  • Favourite artist: ¤naoko takeuchi¤CLAMP¤
  • Favourite poet or writer: ¤stephenie meyer¤clive cussler¤
  • Favourite style of art: ¤anime[cg]¤manga¤emo photography¤
  • Operating System: windows Vista (boooo)
  • MP3 player of choice: ¤itunes¤winamp¤
  • Favourite game: ¤mabinogi¤ffx¤kh¤kh2¤tomb raider¤jak and daxter¤the sims¤
  • Favourite gaming platform: ¤ps2¤
  • Favourite cartoon character: ¤sailor moon¤GIR¤cartman¤
  • Personal Quote: -poke-

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~magikwishez:iconmagikwishez: Aug 6, 2008, 11:22:11 PM
:star: :damphyr: Happy Birthday!! ^0^

~August 6~
~kayla-la:iconkayla-la: Aug 6, 2008, 10:22:37 PM Mood: Love
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Nope, I didn't forget!

I hope you had a good day hun!

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*birthdays:iconbirthdays: Aug 6, 2008, 5:30:29 AM
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's 6th August which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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~RikuAojama:iconRikuAojama: Jul 5, 2008, 11:42:23 AM
Thanks for faving <3

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~RingoTsubaree:iconRingoTsubaree: Jun 2, 2008, 5:05:10 AM
-waves- =3

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I was feeling sad and lonely, and my heart was torn in two. I went out to see the show, that's the night that I met you.
~bueshang:iconbueshang: May 19, 2008, 3:53:32 PM
:dance: Thanks for being the FAV :hug:
Keep up the great work on your gallery :D

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~FrozenxRose:iconFrozenxRose: May 18, 2008, 1:49:58 AM
thank you for the fav! ^^

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~wodd:iconwodd: May 8, 2008, 11:18:41 AM
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on Bathing :hug:

I really love your gallery!!
~Jeanine-Myhre:iconJeanine-Myhre: Apr 26, 2008, 11:23:36 PM
Thank you for the favourite.
~Akikorossella:iconAkikorossella: Mar 22, 2008, 6:28:23 AM
Awsome gallery^^

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*Yama-neko-san:iconYama-neko-san: Jan 16, 2008, 3:36:08 PM Mood: Joy
I love your gallery! Awesome Anatomy XD

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~Kate-light:iconKate-light: Nov 28, 2007, 5:13:02 PM
i simply adore all the feelings u put in ur art =)
keep it up =D

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~blackii:iconblackii: Aug 6, 2007, 1:36:24 PM
RABU RABU ATTACK FOR THE BIRTHDAY MANDA-PANDA
:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

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~TheWindGoddess:iconTheWindGoddess: Aug 1, 2007, 10:38:21 AM
awww, i'm sorry to hear that. You really are a great artist. The best things in life are frustrating. You've already got the skill, just keep at it. :D

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~seijitsu:iconseijitsu: Aug 1, 2007, 5:09:03 AM
XD :glomp:

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Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.
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~seijitsu:iconseijitsu: Aug 1, 2007, 5:06:57 AM
oh gosh, thank you so much. i'm afraid i'd probably be more of a downer than anything XD seriously. personal reasons aside, drawing is proving to be more of a frustration than a joy lately...barely drawing at all for around two years will do that to me, i guess. i AM trying to draw more, and i'm slowly getting better. ^_^

i'd like to do commissions more than free requests, but i'm not against it. if you'd like me to draw something, i'll try it ^_^ comment back or note me :heart:

thank you for the kind comment, it made me really happy!

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Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.11
~kestral:iconkestral: Jul 28, 2007, 9:03:53 AM
:hug: --runs off---

heeeyyaaaasss

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~TheWindGoddess:iconTheWindGoddess: Jul 24, 2007, 12:41:17 PM
OMGOMG, you are such an awsome artist!! I wish you lived with me, that way i'd never have a reason to frown! I luv your stength to cry pic. It's so sweet and sad.

do u do requests?

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~seijitsu:iconseijitsu: Jun 2, 2007, 6:24:04 AM
you're so welcome! the free avatar enticed me, but you're a really gorgeous young woman. it's sad, but you don't see enough actually pretty models out there, or asian for that matter! if i can help someone get a shot, i'm happy ^_^ good luck!!

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Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.11
~krishaphoto:iconkrishaphoto: Jun 2, 2007, 4:40:04 AM Mood: Joy
thank you so much for the votes and support in the cosmetics contest!!! thank you for trying to remember to vote everyday. i REALLY appreciate it, the kindness of strangers never ceases to amaze me :)
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~Hinderence:iconHinderence: Apr 5, 2007, 9:01:35 PM
Your Sailor moon art is God!! ILU I'm soo watching you!!

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~Rainbow-Boa:iconRainbow-Boa: Feb 11, 2007, 12:08:33 PM
You have really beautifull art here! *_*
I think, I'll watch you! :)

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